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kaoticwords) wrote2005-07-31 02:17 am
kaoticwords) wrote2005-07-31 02:17 am
Last night
So the end has finally come. But I'm enjoying till the last minute with those who haven't go back yet.
This is my last night in this house; my second one all alone in this house that I've always known full of noise and people.
Sincerely at first I didn't think that I could stand to be here just by myself, but I neither thought that I could ever enjoy so much the fact of being so far from home on my own. I feel so many things right now...
In some way I changed myself since the moment I decided that I didn't want to come back. I, that always feared the fact that things change so much and so quickly, fear now the fact that I'm coming back where everything is still the same as before.
Never before I had felt the satisfaction of being comfortable in a place because of my own efforts, especially when it was so difficult at the beginning.
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Tomorrow tiramisu for breakfast *__* (the place with THE BEST tiramisu of Rome is right next to my door XD hehe)
This is my last night in this house; my second one all alone in this house that I've always known full of noise and people.
Sincerely at first I didn't think that I could stand to be here just by myself, but I neither thought that I could ever enjoy so much the fact of being so far from home on my own. I feel so many things right now...
In some way I changed myself since the moment I decided that I didn't want to come back. I, that always feared the fact that things change so much and so quickly, fear now the fact that I'm coming back where everything is still the same as before.
Never before I had felt the satisfaction of being comfortable in a place because of my own efforts, especially when it was so difficult at the beginning.
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Tomorrow tiramisu for breakfast *__* (the place with THE BEST tiramisu of Rome is right next to my door XD hehe)