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I can't understand why I'm unable to find time enough to do all the things I want AND be connected to the Internet every now and then...

I miss you, guys!



Well, rubber-ducks race on Sunday and driving licence exam on Tuesday.

The Fool is the spirit in search of experience. He represents the mystical cleverness bereft of reason within us, the childlike ability to tune into the inner workings of the world. The sun shining behind him represents the divine nature of the Fool's wisdom and exuberance. On his back are all the possessions he might need. In his hand there is a flower, showing his appreciation of beauty. He is frequently accompanied by a dog, sometimes seen as his animal desires, sometimes as the call of the "real world", nipping at his heels and distracting him. He is seemingly unconcerned that he is standing on a precipice, apparently about to leap, engaged in the supremest act of idiocy or trust.*

This Fool is currently prisoner of the High Priestess.
And needs sleep, not a knee ache.

That way tomorrow the Fool could go back to proper writing and wonderful eagerness for Saiyuki new scans ♥


*that's Wikipedia for you, 'cause I feel kind of lazy right now.

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I should begin with the packing cause I come back home on wednesday. Should also tidy my last notes and rewrite some things for tomorrow.
But it seems I can't get myself to do anything -.- I'm sure the gloomy weather has something to do with it, or maybe the fact that I finished Good Omens yesterday and I don't want to read anything today. No doubt one of the BEST books evar ♥ Today I'm missing all the laughing of the last few days.

All of a sudden all I want to do is draw angels XD


Ps: memes later~

How to describe my day: full of joice would fit quite well. Right now it's the only moment of relax I've had today, which is great! Last year I spent all day long in bed with a horrible fever but today I had fun and presents to compensate the last two years XD

I had received so many japanese stile presents I think I could open my own shop next year -my friends know me too well... and I think they find appealing to have another kind of things to buy me instead of books ;P For one thing now I have a cute set for sake, another set of beautiful chopsticks in wood and nacre, a book on ukiyo-e that I wanted to buy time ago and a sumi-e picture dedicated to me! X3 As they seem to be in love with the chopsticks I decided to keep them for dinners in group: it'll be awesome to see them trying to eat with them *smirks* And they bought me JET last CD!! ^.^ I'll say in my defense I treated them all to chocolates and alcohol.

Meal with my mother was great too. Perhaps things like this are what I like the most about these days. She even lighted two candles over a strawberry mini-cake and made me wish something <3

But I also had work to do, and too much. Monday in Madrid was in the end another excuse to increase the number of projects we already had. Many interesting ideas and enthusiasm about new fields of research and of course very few people to do the job. At least Madrid looked beautiful from the taxi.

In fact I feel quite stressed this week but hey, B-day was awesome and with proper arguments I'm easily distracted from work worries, so YAY!

Lately I feel lazier than usual, it could be the weather; after Halloween, November begins and I hate it. November and December are just not my months. But October is great. So great that I always finish it in bankrupt. That's why I want to sincerely thank the gentle waiter who yesterday gave us a delicious chocolate dessert for free <3 Much love for him~

Yesterday night also brought to my mind a strange event:
in July, when I was with my fiends at the airport of Prague checking our boarding tickets, we met a teacher from university. He happens to be one of my favourite teachers and, we could say, my "academic angel" (he was the first one who bet on me).

The fact itself is quite normal. But what is the probability of that to happen?
I mean:
-we lost the car we should have taken to the airport.
-we almost lost the plane (we were the last passengers who boarded).
-I hadn't seen him nor couldn't find him during the whole last course.
-we were right in front of him in a queue with no one else and he didn't recognize us. (?)
-when we talked to him he acted really weird: generally, he's very gentle with old pupils, but I don't know, he was simply weird.
-we crossed the boarding door and right after, we heard the air hostess telling him he had misread his flight's hour.

Now, what is the probability to misread the hour of your flight -especially when there's no other flight till the evening-, arrive just in time to close the boarding queue and meet there with people you know but never meet in your own city? And if they are late and the flight is waiting?

Ok, while I'm writing this I realize it doesn't sound as strange as I perceived it. However in that moment and even now, I have that surreal feeling that weird dreams leave behind.

If I talk about all this right now it's because I remembered it this week for no reason at all. Curiously, one of my best friends, and traveling mate, had the same thought this week too.

Coincidences are this, but then I can't help but think if maybe sometimes Destiny tries to tell me something and I'm unable to figure it out.